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The thing about a marathon is What matters is completing But people give too much importance To just winning With the crowd, she got pushed And stumbled and lost her way Unconsciously started running Losing track of every single day Wanted to be carefree, She became careless Losing all control, She made herself a mess The thing about comparison is It is really a bad thing No matter how worthless you feel Deep inside you, there must be something After wandering and comparing herself For almost a year She went back home  When the pandemic came near Into the abyss  She fell once again Would you like to guess this time, Was it a boon or a bane  Well, this time It was chaos inside Only self-doubt and dilemmas And no one to guide When she hated all she was And couldn't look ahead That was when at UNICEF RM had said Maybe I made a mistake yesterday, but yesterday's me is still me I am who I am today, with all my faults Tomorrow I might be a tiny bit wiser And that will also be m...

 Little did she know Her only shield's gonna break For her, storms await A lot is gonna be at stake Unaware of all this She kept treading ahead Held her head high What is there to dread The change in her,  Was slow and subtle Every single layer  Was carefully opened with a rustle It was the best time Of her entire life Every single atom in her body Felt completely alive Then came that night Which broke her very core That thunder and the flat bar Filled fear into her every pore She felt something in her gut Shivers travelled down her spine What it exactly was  She couldn't define This time, even books can't be her shield Behind the wall as well, she couldn't hide The girl who never skipped a meal Suddenly started to refuse every single bite Somehow she got better They told her it was stress But they had no idea Inside her, what did she suppress They say sharing is caring For if you don't say it out loud All those words one day  Will end up becoming your shroud Th...