Cage

At the end

I couldn't escape

This cage

And how could I

When it's made of 

My very bones 

And locked by

My very blood

I sit staring

At that enchanted door

Only once did it open 

Or so I thought 

And I went out

Or so did I remember 

Was it all a facade

Who cares

Because after all

All I could do was

To pretend 

Smiles

Tears

Worries

Fears

I could no longer differentiate 

What was originally 

Mine

But who cares

When at the end

I returned 

Or thrown back

Into this cage again

Would it have been better

If I never realised 

Lived all my life 

Happily confined

I have this thought sometimes 

Because going out was no better 

I got tired

Of people 

Of myself

Of this envy 

How do they do that?

Why is it so easy for them?

Why can't I?

Why do I always have to fight?

And I only took a Sigh 

Then booom!!

Back in the cage

To be honest 

I kinda felt comfortable 

It has been my home after all

But that's not how it works

In life 

One can never return

Something changes

Something always does 

Now it's suffocating inside

It has always been suffocating outside

And I have always been tired

But still I sit staring 

At the door 

That it might open

Once more