Where should I go ?

I left my home yesterday 

I had somewhere to go

Somewhere very important 

And I knew all the directions 

I swear I did

I had it all planned out

I told everyone 

That I am leaving

And I'll reach there

No matter how long it takes

( You don't have much time )

Because I am that kind of person 

The sorted, diligent kid

So, I left

Started walking straight 

Then left, right

Straight, further straight 

The path behind started disappearing 

The way back home

I got scared

(I can go anywhere 

As long as I can return

But not now)

What will I do

I froze 

Stood still

Staring

Till nothing of yesterday was left

The day I had somewhere to go

That was my mistake

I should've kept walking 

Because I never had much time

But I blundered

I got lost

Tomorrow disappeared 

Today disappeared 

Yesterday disappeared 

So, I have nowhere to go

I got trapped 

I got desperate 

( You don't have much time

                    I know )

Where should I go ?

I forgot

Everything

And Everyone

And I don't have much time

He had said

That's the only thing I remember 

Someone told me

"Well, then you can go anywhere"

"Try a hundred things"

"Figure it out slowly"

That's what stupid people say

The ones who booked voyages

The ones who have plenty of time

The ones who seek adventure

But I need meaning 

I need directions 

I need somewhere to go